random ... well not really just making a point!

i just reallly dont understand why other people feel the need to talk about other peopl! Especially when they dont even know the person they want to talk or complain about!! Seriously leave people alone and let them live their lives!! They arent messing with yours so why talk about what they choose to do!!! This just proves how sad people are and how they have no life!!
sorrry just had to get off some steam , reading blogs and facebook about all that was annoying me!!=)

"She's an Eagle when She Flies"

So these next two months are two of the hardest months out of the year for me! there is not a day goes by that i dont miss you hell there is not a minute that goes by that i dont miss you or ask God why he took you from us! My life has not been the same since the day you left!!! I know that there is nothing I can do to change it, as much as i'd love too, I can't and that is the part that kills me the most!! Our whole family is not the same without you and it never will be!! It kills me that Mila and now Joleigh have to grow up without knowing you! But I know you already know them and I know your helping God prepare a place for us to all be a Big happy family again , how we should be! and I can only imagine that day and how it will be! Nanny I love you more now than i ever knew and I hope you know that, cause i know weall didnt always show it! I just wish you were here with us, i know you are but i need you here physically , as the person I always ran to and confided in , just like i still do, and i know you listen everytime just like you listening now!!! Your birthday is coming up soon , it hurts the most somtimes because i remember how happy you were on your last birthday here with us!! I know its selfish cause i know how happy and pain free you must be in heaven but i want you back and happy just like that day!! I love you more than anything, there is so much i wish you were here for!!! It just never seems real that your gone , than when something does hit me in the face and remind me it hurts worse than that day! I still remember that day and it pierces my heart everytime, i remember every word that morning and everything that happend that day!! I wish i didnt but i do!! I love you nanny!!! JoAnne Mckinney your are the best NANNY in the entire world ever no one was as lucky as we are to have you!!



♥ October 30th, 1954~ November 7th 2007 ♥