Day 07

Day 07: A picture of your most treasured item.

This would be my most treasured item!!! ITs my necklace and it contains my Nanny so that she is with me wherever i am and wherever i go ALWAYS =],, I wear it all the time, life feels wrong when im not wearing it, and i will not go out of the house with out it!

Day 06!

Day 06 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day

Thats my Daddy! He is considered leagally blind, that is how bad his eye sight is! He was born that way his optic nerve, which is the nerve that relays what the eye see's to the brain, well it did not fully develop when he was born! So my dad can see and is able to get around, but he can not do some of the stuff we take for granted! Such as lay back on the couch and watch tv, or read a book! Yes he can do both of those but with pain because he would have to strain to see the book and hold up to his face, and with the tv, we usually have the biggest tv possible in our living room for him, but he usually still has to stand in front of it to see! Also my dad is crazy about cars, especially hot rods, we use to have tons of them , but my dad does not have a license he can not legally drive, that has bothered me since i was a kid! I grew up a bit different than some kids having parents who were so young so my daddy and I have a really close relationship, I would give anything for him to be able to see with 20/20 vision for the rest of his life! but while my dad is my hero for being the person he is and not allowing this to get him down , I would like to experince Life as he see's it , everyday, how he see's things that we dont, and differently than we do! While there are many celebrities and stars I would trade with , ,I would much rather trade lives with my daddy for a day!

Day 05

Day 05: A picture of your favorite memory

Our last beach trip with Nanny before she passed away!! WE had so much fun!! I got to drive my convertible mustang down, me and her rode around in it and had an awesome time! We laid out on the beach for hours, ok so she slept most of that time lol! but she loved the beach , she would have lived there if she could!! Thats where me and her would be living aat right now!! but i know she is there all the time now, thats why i love myrtle beach so much cause i still feel her there! all the places we used too go!! I would love to live there one day! Well that is my favorite memory!! but than agian any memory that has to do with her is my favorite!

Day 04 actually yesterday's 12/14 but its all good!!

Day 04: A picture of your night.

Last night my husband suprised me by buying me our first christmas tree!! and its PURPLE =] so we spent our night decortating it and watching movies!! we had a wonderful night!

our beautiful purple tree after it was completed,, tomake it perfect he even bought me a purple star topper =]

Day 03 –which would have been sat 12/11

 Day:03 A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Lucy you got some 'splainin' to doooooo.....
lol I Love Lucy is def my favorite show!! of course i have so many new shows i love too but i can sit and watch I LoveLucy episodes OVER and OVER!!!

Day 02

Day 02: A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

That would be SHELBY D.WHITE =) AKA tapehead
ahh we have been friends since well forever!! the first picture is a picture from first grade and than the last one is from chirstmas of 2009!! Shelby moved away our 7th grade year toTexas and even through all that and not seeing each other for a few years, we are still closer than ever , shes my rock , shes my best friend, shes my tapehead and im her ralphie=]!! even through distance we are still best friends, we are still sisters! =]

31 days ,,, ah last time i failed this!

So i totally got this from 2 other girls blogs that i read ,hope they dont mind ,,lol im gonna give this a shot last time i tried one of these i completely failed!!so here goes nothing!!
Day 01 – A picture of yourself with ten facts.
Day 02 – A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03 – A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 – A picture of your night.
Day 05 – A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 06 – A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day.
Day 07 – A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 08 – A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 09 – A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 – A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with.
Day 11 – A picture of something you hate
Day 12 – A picture of something you love.
Day 13 – A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 – A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 – A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 – A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 – A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 – A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 – A picture and a letter.
Day 20 – A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21 – A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 – A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 – A picture of your favorite book
Day 24 – A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 – A picture of your day.
Day 26 – A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 – A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 – A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29 – A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 – A picture of someone you miss.
Day 31 – A picture of yourself.

DAY 01;

TEN FACTS:
1. This is an older picture of me.
2. favorite color is purple
3. i am married to my best friend.
4. i have a dog named dixie, whom i think of as my own child.
5. i have amazing parents.
6. i am just a small town girl with big dreams.
7. i am closterfobic.
8. i love pizza and mac an cheese
9. i blow out my candles on 2-16
10. i am loud and outspoken and i dont care what anyone else thinks!!

1 WEEK =/

so i just realized Daniel and i officially have 1 WEEK left in NC, Before we move to New Jersey!! I am kind of excited ,nervous and not ready!! I am so excited and ready for daniel and i  to start our lives together, but so nervous to be somewhere where I know nothing and nobody!! But ready or not its coming and its my life and this is how it is going to be!! So I am going to face it with confidence, my head held high and a smile!! I am so going to miss everyone!! But there is always a phone, email facebook etc. so I will Keep in touch with all my family!! So I thought this blog would be long but there is not much else to say about it lol!! Hopefuly i can get some more blogs in and not wait so long!! But its hard when you are so busy !!
GOD BLESS =]

random ... well not really just making a point!

i just reallly dont understand why other people feel the need to talk about other peopl! Especially when they dont even know the person they want to talk or complain about!! Seriously leave people alone and let them live their lives!! They arent messing with yours so why talk about what they choose to do!!! This just proves how sad people are and how they have no life!!
sorrry just had to get off some steam , reading blogs and facebook about all that was annoying me!!=)

"She's an Eagle when She Flies"

So these next two months are two of the hardest months out of the year for me! there is not a day goes by that i dont miss you hell there is not a minute that goes by that i dont miss you or ask God why he took you from us! My life has not been the same since the day you left!!! I know that there is nothing I can do to change it, as much as i'd love too, I can't and that is the part that kills me the most!! Our whole family is not the same without you and it never will be!! It kills me that Mila and now Joleigh have to grow up without knowing you! But I know you already know them and I know your helping God prepare a place for us to all be a Big happy family again , how we should be! and I can only imagine that day and how it will be! Nanny I love you more now than i ever knew and I hope you know that, cause i know weall didnt always show it! I just wish you were here with us, i know you are but i need you here physically , as the person I always ran to and confided in , just like i still do, and i know you listen everytime just like you listening now!!! Your birthday is coming up soon , it hurts the most somtimes because i remember how happy you were on your last birthday here with us!! I know its selfish cause i know how happy and pain free you must be in heaven but i want you back and happy just like that day!! I love you more than anything, there is so much i wish you were here for!!! It just never seems real that your gone , than when something does hit me in the face and remind me it hurts worse than that day! I still remember that day and it pierces my heart everytime, i remember every word that morning and everything that happend that day!! I wish i didnt but i do!! I love you nanny!!! JoAnne Mckinney your are the best NANNY in the entire world ever no one was as lucky as we are to have you!!



♥ October 30th, 1954~ November 7th 2007 ♥

MISS JOLEIGH CATINA LOVE BURRELL HAS ARRIVED!!!

My aunt gave birth to this beautiful baby girl at 9:40am this morning 9/16/10!! Miss Joleigh came as her daddy's birthday present today lol! she weighed 6lbs 4oz. and was 18 and 3/4 inches long!! Makes my 11th baby cousin!! I have been there for every single one to be born =]!!! I was so happy to see this healthy baby this mornin!! Everyone around me is having babies!! No worries though I am not getting the fever I love my cousins and love takin care of babies but I want to wait a few years for one of my own, i have school and a career i want to establish before baby time comes in the Clark household!! So for now Ill just love on all the babies around me and send them home when I am done!! lol

on another note, days like today make me miss my Nanny very very much, cause the 2 new babies never had the chance to get to know her like the rest of us did!! I cant wait till the day 100years from now lol(not anytime soon) gets to meet her!! Love u nanny always and forever 11*7*07

Well i am so ready to help take care of this wonderful miracle that has came into our lives!!

love u so much already lil Joliegh Catina Love 6*16*2010

fresh start

* was actually 9/15 but computer failed me
so since i totally failed the whole first 30 day thing, i am just going to start new and just not worry about the whole 30 day thing!! lol




I have been thinking a lot lately about life and love and the people in my life and the people i miss the most! With everyday that goes by my heartache only grows stronger for my Nanny i miss her terribly!! everyone says that things heal with time and they are wrong cause every day that goes by only makes it that much harder!!! along with everyone else that i have lost!! but mostly her!! the other day my great-great unle had his 90th birthday!! his sister was my great grandmother and she has been gone since 2004, however he has made it this far and i love this man to death, he mean a lot to me!



I guess this blog is just kind of random stuff!! lol



i miss people that i havent lost yet too though!! i miss the relationship my papaw and i had before he got re-married! I miss some of my friends from emt class! and i miss my rotc family!! I also miss my husband! and i can not wait to start a normal life with him!!! Hopefully once we get to New Jersey and get settled and i can start back to school things can start to settle down and become more normal if that is even possible lol!!



As of right now I love my life and everyone that is in it!!! Im just ready for a little bit of normal but im not sure if that is possible being a military wife and all lol!! well thats it for now ive rambled enough lol!

I FAILED COMPLETELY LOL!!

so i have FAILED this whole blog thing.  I guess with traveling and everyting being so crazy in my life,, so i cant decide if iwanna just pick up where i left off, or just not do it at all lol!!! maybe ill decide and post it later lol!!

Day 03: a picture of your friends (which i forgot to do yesterday)

Ok so not pictures of all my friends, but i didnt have very many pictures on my laptop!!!

Daniel- (my husband) the love of my life, daniel and i started out as best friends, and we still are! I know I can always go to him for anything, he knows everything about me, and we were just meant for each to other, as husband and wife and as best friends!!

Shelby- So how do u explain a friendship that well just is. lol.  Shelby and I have been friends almost our whole lives! Even after she moved to Texas our 7th grade year, we still stayed very close,to this day!! I am not the bestes friend though! Iwas suppose to go stay with her this summer and i ended up not going!! I know she understands but i still felt horrible! But even trhough all that we are still TAPEHEAD AND RALPHIE FOREVER!!!

BB- ahhh BB!!! We became friends our freshman year of high school when she about killed me in drivers ed!!! We lost touch for a while but now we are closer than ever!! We have done alot for each other this year!! I even let her adopt my fishy herbert(whom i miss very much), lol, and now i am moving to texas, and i just hope she realizes we will stay close. Distance does not matter!!

(people i dont have pictures of)
Anna-  ahhh u may be daniels aunt, but u might as well be mine too.  You have been there for me through so much, I am so glad u are in my life! I dont know what daniel and i would do with out u!!

Rebecca Jane-  Wow,, 14 years=]=] i hate i had to leave u , but it doesnt mean anything I am still  a lean mean bus riding machine lol! I love YOU!!

umm i think thats it many more ppl but i am tired of typing!!!

DAY 02: Meaing behind my blog name!

hmm...this is tough , but the titel is pretty straight  forward, its a qoute i found.  Just live everyday, because it takes courage to live life.  Because anyone can die, at any time.   You never know what day may be your last.  So live free, laugh all the time, and love abundantly!

<3 Jessica Marie<3

DAY 01: 15 facts about me!

01: I am 19 years young!
02: I was married to the love of my life and my best friend on June 6th, 2010
03: I had a bone removed from my foot when i was 8 yrs old that was not suppose to be there.
04: I am pretty clumsy.
05: I have a younger sister named Josie Mackenzie, she is almost 11 years old.
06: I have two of the most amazing parents a girl could ever ask for, I am a spittin' image of my momma, and Daddys little girl.
07:I have a pretty amazing Family, that I am really close.
08: Shelby White and I have been bestes friends since we were in diapers.
09: Caroline Viginia Bryant is my BB.
10: Daniel Scott Clark is the love of my life.
11: He is in the United States Air Force, he is going to be a hydraulics mechanic on airplanes, I love the military and support our soldiers.
12: I had 2 birth certificates when i was little becuase before my parents were married I had my moms maiden name.
13: My favorite Color is purple.
14: I love country and bluegrass music, while most kids at my age were listening to rap, and pop I was in the bathroom singing along to Reba McEntire and Dolly Parton.
15: I am just me so get to know me !! =]=]

<3 Jessica Marie <3

So seems like this might be easier to get me started on this whole blog world thing so here goes for the next month =]!!
Day 01: A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself


Day 02: The meaning behind your Blog's name

Day 03: A picture of you and your friends

Day 04: A habit that you wish you didn’t have

Day 05: A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

Day 06: Favorite super hero and why

Day 07: A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

Day 08: Short term goals for this month and why

Day 09: Something you’re proud of in the past few days

Day 10: Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

Day 11: Another picture of you and your friends

Day 12: How you found out about Tumblr and why you made one

Day 13: A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Day 14: A picture of you and your family

Day 15: Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play

Day 16: Another picture of yourself

Day 17: Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why

Day 18: Plans/dreams/goals you have

Day 19: Nicknames you have; why do you have them

Day 20: Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future

Day 21: A picture of something that makes you happy

Day 22: What makes you different from everyone else

Day 23: Something you crave for a lot

Day 24: A letter to your parents

Day 25: What I would find in your bag

Day 26: What do you think about your friends

Day 27: Why are you doing this 30 day challenge

Day 28: A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then

Day 29: In this past month, what have you learned

Day 30: Who are you?

FIRST BLOG!!!

Hi Everyone!!! So thanks to my BB i have started a blog! I am excited about it, and I hope I can keep up with this! So a little bit about me! I am 19 years young! I married my best friend, and the love of my life on June 6th,2010, and a week later he left for his Basic Training in the Air Force, and I will see him for the first time since in about a week! I have a very close and big family! I am very close to my Mama and Daddy, they are my rocks! I have a younger sis named Josie! Family is everything to me! I love to be around them! I also love music, cars, scrapbooking and baking, and so much more! I hope to broaden my views of life on here, to vent when i need to and too maybe even meet new people!! Can not wait to get started!!

<3Jessica Marie<3